Dating

Its a new year and a new time for change. So I decided that I was no longer going to be that person that cared for everyone and allowed everyone to walk all over me. I decided to be that person who just dates with no intention of being with one person. I have never done this before because I worry about what people feel and I do not like having people's feelings in my hand but this year I was not going to pay attention to it. So far it has not worked out for me. Well I don't care but now I have gotten a lot of guys that wanted to be with me, it was never like this before. it started of with D. He was younger then me but he had something about him that I wanted to be around so I did. we were talking hanging out and having fun, then fun turned into I like you then I like you turned into were working towards a relationship and I think I got scared and walked away but I realized he wasn't the one for me. He is too young. then came G. well he started in Nov. but we really didn't talk till the end of Dec. we talk off ad on but I feel like he has this love hate relationship with me. Its like he wants to have me close but I won't hear from him for like a week, it doesn't bother me cuz I don't want to be serious with him neither. Then came this guy well we will call him crazy. he started to stalk me.lol this whole dating thing is not what it is cracked up to be.... Maybe I'll just stop I just don't see how people do this....