new lil foot

I am in a new place in my life. I am getting older so I know that I can't do what I use to do at 19. I use tot think that messing with all types of guys would one day get me the man of my dreams.ha! Not so much I am 24 and I swear I'm still kissing on tods. Last week it dawned on me that I was done chasing this dream and kissing on crazies that almost drove me crazy. I am going back to the girl who has a checklist and I'm going to stick by it. I rather be alone than be unhappy with someone around me.

our past

People always say that you should share your past with the one your with. Because you can't start a life together built on lies. But does sharing our past with people really make the bond stronger or do we hold it against them secertly. I know for me I have always tried to be honest, and that hasn't always turned out for the best...our past is behind us it is no longer who we are so why should the number of past relations or sex partners matter? I believe if we keeping talking about our pasts we can never move forward because we are always having to look back and feel bad...for me my past belongs with god. And I know no one is perfect so we can't judge. Let's let the past be the past and start with today